New life

Kyaknya sudah lama aku tak sebahagia ini. dy bukan aeiy.
Aku sadar bagaimana tegangnya aku saat didekat aeiy. Takut nggak bisa mengikuti standartnya. DY seperti taw sgalanya, mr.perfect. meski dy masih cukup jauh dari sempurna, dalam beberapa hal aku mrasa dy diluar jangkauanku .
Sedangkan IA rasanya ada dijangkauanku. Aku dapat mengenalnya dengan cara yang tak bisa kualami dengan dy .
Dy yang keras kepala, menjengkelkan,temprament,kadang seperti anak manja .
Sedangkan bersama ia, aku tak perlu menyembunyikan karakter terburukku,sifat egoisku dan kerapuhanku .
Meski aku rasa ini terlalu cepat, tapi aku rasa dy adalah anonymous.boyku c:

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Knpa ak begitu bodoh mencintai orang yang salah .dan tak pernah bisa berhenti mencintainya .
Walaupun dy terlalu menyedihkan untuk dikenang .tapi ak masih tetap menunggunya .
Walaupun dy telah bersama orang lain .tapi ak masih berharap kesempatan untukqu masih akan ada
Ak berusaha berlari,, tapi sampai sekarang ak masih belum bisa .
Ak masih tetap ditempat yang sama seperti saat qt saling menyayangi dulu .walaupun dy sudah berjalan menjauh T.T

Close friends

Today, Im dote on the notebook that my friends gave to me .
kmaren rencanany ak sm shabat-shabat cwe ak pengen jlan-jalan bareng ke mari .besides gramedia mall ratu indah juga annyversary jadi lagi diskon up to30% .
but I didn’t came ‘cause when I was OTW came there .my mom called me come-back home .someone had informed that Im lied my mom L

butterfinger

Amazing !
On three days .I’ve seen thing which hoist with own petard .
Day one of it,, intuitively I’ve turn afiq down into a window . in the aftermath his gace had been broke.
When I cleaned up the table,,centerpiece tree which I’d bring as a gift from Bira .had fall and broken
enough .After lunch,,plate that Im holding on had fall too .
At early evening when I wannas go home .suddenly,, there’s someone who flinged an glass bottle that came apart near to my head .
On the morrow .when Im on my room,, my favorite mirror in my room had free body and go to pieces .
Today,,after drink .my botte had fall to a plate .then that plate go to smash,, so it broke again L
What connotation of this are ?!
someone said that dont thinked that back . but my friend said that Im better be almsgiving
Adoo~ binggung !

Going back to the corner were I first saw you..

‘cause if one day you wake up and find that you missing me .
And your heart starts to wonder were on the earth I could be .
Thinking maybe you’d come back into the place that we’d meet .
And you see me waiting for you on the corner of this street .Im not moving !
And you’d come running to the corner .
‘cause you’ll know Its just for you .

I hope we could be alright again .
I dont have to tell you what Im feeling .
Dont need to know whom your feeling is .
I just really wann to see your face again .
And those smile I’ve seen when your ok .

Waiting for your call Im sick,Im angry,Im desperated for your voice .
Like when we’d meet .
You got me hypnotized,,so mesmerized .

Another day has gone .
Im still alone .
You are not here with me .
You never said good bye .
Someone tell me why did you have to go and leave my world so cold .
You’d leave me with no love .
Everyday I sit and ask myself how did my love slip away .
Something whispers in my ear and says that Im not alone .
For you are here with me .though you are far away .
Im still here to stay .
I thought you’ll hear me cry asking you to come .
Then hold me in your arms .
And you can hear my prayers .
That you’ll bring into my deepest love J

when Im think of LOVE—I just think of YOU

yup keak laguny d risin black hole !
I dont know why .I can’t get him outta my head .he’s FULL on my mind L
When someone asked me,,who is boy that I want except ay? I felt so speechless .’cause AI just wann him .altough I may dunno him at all,,but Im really know that I love him so much .
He’s like my heroin and Its poisoned myself . ouch,,Im so confused
Sometimes I wann give him all the best of me .
‘cause I wont him disappear .not now and may alwasy be not !
I wann him to be mine forevaa and never ever separated .amiin

Fu**ing man

OMG!
Oath,,Im really-really shock when I knew that he said to my lady teacher that he is my boy .
Geloo~ malu.maluin bgd kan?!! We have nothing special connection !
pantesan ajj kmaren gru BK ak ada yang ngomongny ampe lebbai getoo .
hufft its make me eat dirt !
so bare faced by saying like that .
finished,, my lady teachers had negative thinked of me T.T
what the hell is this !